When your child has a fever : ALARMING

My daughter has a fever again. 37.7C

My hubby and i brought Ekai to her Pedia in her 2nd day of fever (38C)...but Dr. Henson said its just a viral infection. She just gave us Rx in case ekai will continue to be sick and have cough. 

But how stupid i was and i didnt asked if what cases ill be coming back. What if Ekai is not really fine. :(

When you're a mother you tend to be OC with things because its your child and you want the best for them. Watching Ekai cries whenever we force her to drink milk is like a bullet in my head :( She is also constipated and has poor appetite. :( I dont know what to do, esp. Ekai is not matamlay at all. She is still bibo and could dance even in her high fever. Diba mas alarming un? or im just being OA na. :(

This is so stressing for me. :(

You know how hard it is for me being pregnant. :( 


Waking up in the middle of the night because Ekai is crying...the trauma in my tummy because it is always abrupt. 


Seeing your husband so irritated because he has gone no sleep at all and he has work pa :( 
I hate seeing him that way :( I feel that its unfair but at the same time feel sorry for him. :( I can't help myself to depend on him. I feel restless. 

I NEED A YAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. %$#@&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we waited for a month and then "ate wala ako nahanap e"

damn. :(((((

im hoping Ekai will be fine soon.

and may dumating na yaya na :((((

hindi ko na kaya laki ng tyan ko :(