TELL ME IM UGLY : 22 weeks for my 2nd child

Humbly speaking, I am 22 weeks and turning 6months on the 15th. I'm gaining so much weight for this month >.< I know i have and need to be on a diet, but circumstances came and FOOD is only my stress reliever.


Last few weeks i had a heavy and severe tummy cramps. I know im a hard headed preggy as my OB says. I always want to go out and walk and walk and walk. With these kind of weather,i rather choose to be on a mall rather to stay at home, because the heat is like hell. Obviously, its more difficult for me because im pregnant. But some people are so insensitive with my situation. Well anyway, I dont care much bout' them. They're too ignorant! for me to explain my side and blah blah blah...

I had my long walks for tiangges and divi place for my daughter's first birthday. My legs were swelling like hell, my hips were so painful, in the night i couldnt move even when im trying to take some side or two. My tummy was so hard then "bunso" will make likot then "hard" then likot again plus the heat. =(


With my first child, i didnt experience this all!!!!!!!!!!! I had a hard time to make sweat even with long walks. I felt too cold pa nga and i could easily and enjoy my bed everynight then. But with my 2nd child. 40 weeks is PARUSA :( Im just in the half palang!!!! 


I feel thankful and sorry at the same time for my hubby because he cant complete his sleep because of my sleepless night. But nevertheless I'm blessed of having him as my husband. He is more patient and understanding now:) Even though we have diff. setup right now that he'll be sleeping at their "barracks" and go home for his dayoff only. But with that kind of sacrifices, we feel much better as a couple. We misses each other, we share lots of things everyday because we are a bit far. When he goes home, We have much better savings done before.


I KNOW PEOPLE WILL AND NEVER UNDERSTAND OUR SETUP. Pero for me ha, ill choose to have this kind of thing, rather to depend on somebodyelse. Im not bragging with things, but as i can see, we're growing together as a couple. We feel more matured as a parents even if we still dont have our own house yet.


Now, we always talk. Unlike before na he'll go to sleep early para makaiwas sa discussion. I hope people will just be happy for us. This relationship will never grow if we will not move forward for our children's future. Hindi lang naman kami yung nakakaexperience ng ganito right? Millions of families around the world experiences more difficulties and sacrifices, esp. parents who are so willing to give everything for their children.
(WOW, NICE IDEA FOR MY NEXT BLOG. ILL KEEP YOU POSTED)


ANYWAY

WE'RE just hoping and praying that this time ITS A BOY :)
TELL ME IM UGLY! :))


on the 18th :) ill have my next ultrasound for congenital screening.
ill be requesting the attending Ob to tell the gender already.
Last time, we waited for my 4d ultrasound, but this time WE COULDN'T WAIT! :)
*crossfingers*